The Pain Again Chapter 10
Chapter 10 Seeing the look on Amanda’s face, Richard Bowman let out a light chuckle. “Looks like you’ve figured it all out.” At that moment, Richard was sitting on the rooftop of a building in Silvermoor, thousands of feet above the ground. He was dressed plainly, his handsome face marked by exhaustion. Even though he wasn’t yet thirty, streaks of grey hair had already appeared He exhaled a deep sigh, his tone unexpectedly carrying a hint of amusement. “Thanks for saying I was wrongfully accused. After all these years, I was almost convinced I’d actually done those things myself.” Amanda tightened her grip on her hands and suddenly asked, “Are you at peace with it?” Richard froze for a second and then gave a bitter smile. “What can I do even if I’m not? They’re too powerful. To them, I’m just an ant.” “But to your mother, you were the world.” Amanda’s voice grew firm as she added, ‘Are you really going to hurt her for those who don’t care about you? Don’t you remember the last thing she said to you?” At her words, Richard’s expression grew serious, and he was lost in memory. Of course, he remembered. At the time, his mother was hanging on by a thread, unable to even open her eyes, but she forced herself to say two words, “Live on.” But Richard couldn’t even make it. The heavy debt suffocating him was something he’d never be able to pay off in his lifetime. His mother was gone, and he felt like his life had lost all meaning. Amanda’s hands moved quickly, her brow furrowing tighter as she divined something. Suddenly, she spoke, ‘Have you ever thought about how your mother would feel about your decision?” Richard’s face turned grim. “My mom would probably think I’m a coward. “No.” Amanda’s voice was certain. “She wouldn’t blame you. She’d just feel sorry for you. Do you want to see her again?” Hearing this, Richard froze, his breath catching in his throat. “H–How would I see her? “Close your eyes,” said Amanda. Richard did as he was told, and as he did, Amanda formed a complex symbol with her hands. A beam of white light shot from her fingertips. The next moment, Richard felt a chill in his eyes and instinctively opened them. He was immediately frozen in shock. Beneath his feet, he saw his mother, desperately holding onto his legs, as if afraid he might fall off the edge. His eyes welled up with tears, and he choked up. “Mom…” Seeing Richard’s reaction, Nina quickly floated up to him, gently stroking his face. “Richie, my dear.” Richard was overcome with emotion, and he sobbed uncontrollably. “Mom, I’m so sorry. I just didn’t have the courage to keep living. I’m too weak. I’m sorry.” Nina’s heart ached for her son, and she pulled Richard into an embrace. “It’s not your fault, honey. It’s those people’s fault. I only blame myself for being sick and making you suffer. If I hadn’t been ill, you wouldn’t have had to go into acting and get involved in that mess.” Richard shook his head vigorously. He never regretted it. If it hadn’t been for acting, he wouldn’t have earned enough money to get his mother the best doctors. But in the end, his mother still died because of him. He blamed himself for not being strong enough. They hugged each other and apologized to each other. They had been through so much together and understood each other better than anyone. After crying for a long while, Nina finally stopped and took a deep breath. Her voice cracked as she said. “Richie, if living is just too hard, then… then come with me.” She nearly choked on the last part of her words. She would’ve given anything for her son to live a long and happy life, but she knew too well how hard it was for him to keep going….